Fernando Gonzalez (Jay)
I will be honest here: it took me a bit longer than I expected to finish this book but I must say I liked it. As someone else mentioned in their review , the author tends to use big words quite a bit. With that said, I really identified with her experience with depression. At a time when I felt very low and alone where I felt like I couldn't express what it was that I was going through this book right here was the answer. As I read her struggles with depression I immediately saw myself having felt the same. She basically put into words my thoughts and how I felt. It took me a bit to finish it , maybe it was that I could really identify that kept me away (not really maybe partially) or it felt like someone complaining and being annoying by talking about her problems. In the middle some parts were a bit of a drag to read but I really enjoyed when it got to the parts where she would describe her experience and feelings . Some even me might say it's just her whining about her life but that's a bit how depression is. At some points you found yourself just laying down feeling hopeless and thinking so much about your feelings and problems. Your mind is swarmed with rapidly flowing thoughts at random rates that it's exhausting. The epilogue was my favorite and what got me hooked . The first few sentences. She talks about her family issues , relationships , and drug use as well as her suicide attempts. She's very candid about them especially at a time when mental illness wasn't really considered a real medical problem. It's not for everyone - there are parts that take a downward spiral but if you manage to get through them and finish the darn thing you'll get a good insight into who she is and how depression can wreck havoc in someone's life. I suggest try the sample and going from there. Enjoy and good luck :)
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Desiree Loveslife
Although I have not read the ebook I read the actual hard copy book in the 90s -and I truly love this. Very relatable writiting style- I understood her character all too well. It was even better when they turned it into a film! (As what a great job Christina Ricci did as well as Jessica Lange!& usually i dislike books turning to films..this is 1 of those rare exceptions) Recommended highly, a -do not want to put down until finished-book. Especially if you have ever struggled with depression, and the endless cycle of pharmaceuticals given by Psychiatrists ... Just as in the book- felt the same way in my early Twenties.. that meds took away my creativity & personality ...yet one comes to accept to be mundane is to acceptable to the rest of the human race. (depression is life altering and this is really a good time piece -it's shows how in the 80s & 90s how easily doctors prescribed ssris as a common practice for combating depression. Thankfully now there are other options!
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A book about being "cool," not about being sick. If you know what bipolar disorder, OCD, grief, PTSD, and Major Depressive Disorder really do to sufferers, you won't even consider wasting precious time on this hardcore Tiger Beat spoiled-princess Dear Diary Letter to Oneself. It was and is just a mass media money grab.
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