'I knew that the black dot of pain that lay in the centre of his eyes also lay in mine, and that it was a stain that no amount of washing or praying could shift. I think of my loneliness, how it coils around the centre of my being like a long thread of steel and realise that my father must have been the same, he stood on the outside of our family condemned as an ogre, just as I do now.'
Gabriel O'Rourke seemingly has everything: a loving wife, an adoring young son, a worthwhile job. He is rooted in a community, is part of a family, has a home. Yet, gradually, his world slowly pulls apart, until Gabriel finds himself homeless and destitute, living out of rubbish skips on the street. In a psychotic haze he is admitted into a secure unit, his body addled by alcohol, his mind broken. Here, by confronting the blighting reality of his own alcoholism, Gabriel is forced finally to unearth the muddled spectre of the past: the black betrayals by those around him, his traumatic relationship with his father, and the true darkness of some obsessions.
Learning to navigate a landscape pockmarked with trauma to undergo a journey of painstaking absolution and halting reconstruction, Gabriel understands that only by untangling the mistakes of the past can he hope to reclaim his future.
The book illuminates the inner world of Bolívar, the dynamics of his leadership, his power to command, and his modes of ruling the diverse peoples of Spanish America. The key to his greatness, Lynch concludes, was supreme will power and an ability to inspire people to follow him beyond their immediate interests, in some cases through years of unremitting struggle. Encompassing Bolívar's entire life and his many accomplishments, this is the definitive account of a towering figure in the history of the Western hemisphere.
The book follows the development of religious culture over time by focusing on peak periods of change: the response of religion to the Enlightenment, the emergence of the Church from the wars of independence, the Romanization of Latin American religion as the papacy overtook the Spanish crown in effective control of the Church, the growing challenge of liberalism and the secular state, and in the twentieth century, military dictators' assaults on human rights. Throughout the narrative, Lynch develops a number of special themes and topics. Among these are the Spanish struggle for justice for Indians, the Church's position on slavery, the concept of popular religion as distinct from official religion, and the development of liberation theology.
In addition to describing the structure of Pacific languages, this volume places them in their historical and geographical context, discusses the linguistic evidence for the settlement of the Pacific, and speculates on the reason for the region's many languages. It devotes considerable attention to the effects of contact between speakers of different languages and to the development of pidgin and creole languages in the Pacific. Throughout, technical language is kept to a minimum without oversimplifying the concepts or the issues involved. A glossary of technical terms, maps, and diagrams help identify a language geographically or genetically; reading lists and a language index guide the researcher interested in a particular language or group to other sources of information.
Here at last is a clear and straightforward overview of Pacific languages for linguists and anyone interested in the history of sociology of the Pacific.
Many of us stumbled into Jesus and discovered the
one we’d been searching for all our lives, whether
we knew it or not. He told us everything was going to
be alright. He was a best friend who whispered that
he loved us to the exact extent his father loved him.
He saw everything we did yet refused to condemn us
ever. He was an incredibly powerful and supernatural
God who could actually change the outcome of
our horror into beauty.
Then enter shame, time, failure, disappointment,
and bad teaching. We learned to see him as disgusted
that we haven’t shaped up by now. We now
have a hard time reading the words of Jesus without
feeling he’s telling us we’re not enough and we
should be better, after all he’s done for us. And we
pull back, not as easily daring to trust him with us,
less willing to trust his plans, life and destiny for us.
What if that voice didn’t exist for us?
What if we could read his voice, hear his voice,
without an artificial, religious filter?
And what if we discovered he has been caring
about us, speaking to us, wooing us, entering into
our daily events, from the very start, long before
we took even a hint of interest in him?
On My Worst Day allows us to watch one person’s
journey to re-discovering that voice of Jesus. We
are allowed to imagine what Jesus might be saying
to us in our best and worst, our horrid disasters
and funniest moments. We will cry, laugh, and
find ourselves in every story. And we will walk away
changed; drenched with hope, and the best friend
we found at the start.