Boringness pushed me to live in lies: essays

Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Adrian G Dumitru

About this ebook

When i was a child, being alone the most part of the day ... i felt life is boring.

So ... i've chased for something to improve things, but i had no idea what i am looking for.

Later on ... I've defined this period of my life as the beginning of starting to practice the art of doing stupid things.

And ... no matter how young i was, i was aware of all what i was doing.

Fortunately or unfortunately ... between a boring existence and a crazy one ... I preferred to feel alive.

I simple hate to feel ... bored.

Be a zombie.

Today ... being into my middle age era ... i realised that somehow i've ruined my life with all the nonsenses which i've done, but i have no regrets.

I could even admit that boringness pushed me to live in lies ... but all is ok.

And ... i smile.

Treating all ... as normality, being a clear evidence that i am still dominated by duality.

Which ... translated ... means still being into my nonsense era.

But ... I guess ... this is the journey of life.

Ratings and reviews

Reading this book felt like embarking on a journey of self-discovery. Dumitru's reflections on boredom and the search for meaning resonate deeply, encouraging readers to examine their own lives with honesty and clarity.

Dumitru's candid exploration of life's monotony and the lengths we go to escape it is both refreshing and relatable. His honesty about embracing the absurdities of life offers a unique perspective on personal growth

Dumitru's insights into the human psyche are both profound and relatable. This book offers a unique perspective on the pursuit of understanding and self-awareness

About the author

I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.

20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.

Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.

It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.

I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.

I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.

I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.

This is not a poet ... and not a writer.

Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.

And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.

But maybe i am not an essayist... either.

I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.

Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.

And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.

Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.

I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.

I personally continue to ... write.

It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.

But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.

I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...

Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.

And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.