CINDERELLA ... a princess showing to the world that she already lost her minds ... waiting and waiting: essays about duality
About this ebook
She was disguised so, so well that I really thought she's a princess from fairy tales ... so i've did all my best to connect with her.
Karmically speaking continuing the last love story ... but replacing the so called "love of my life" ... with the blonde even if i really thought i'll never forget the brunette.
At least not into this life.
But ... it happened.
So ... another beautiful woman ... another love story ... another illusory impression that all will be a hollywoodian scenario ... but all ended ... as always ... as a nightmare.
Well ... the funny thing is ... and that is why i use the word "karma" to justify the need of writing this book ... over explaining everything, but still being confused and confusing the others too ... and i really have to mention that again and again ... that i took the brunette from the mental health hospital but then took the blonde back into that place.
Illusory believing i'll close the vicious circle.
The spell.
Or better said ... the curse.
All being so weird.
Wasting my existence.
Destroying myself ... again and again and again ... for the sake of the worst addiction from this world ... the need of being loved.
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About the author
I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.
20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.
It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.
This is not a poet ... and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.
And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist... either.
I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.
Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.
I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.
I personally continue to ... write.
It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...
Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.
And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.
