CONNECTION … NOT CONNECTIONS: essays about useless … amazing pathless paths

Love Essays Book 4 · Adrian G Dumitru
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4 questions kept repeating into my mind, for a long, long time ... and i've decided to write the book called "Connection ... not connections" .... as a reply ... first of all for myself.

Yes ... I prefer to write ... cause is a much better way to understand my perceptions.

.... and i already do it by a long time, all being soft of a self therapy ... defining all my thoughts... even if most of them are so, so contradictory...

The number one question is what the hell is this weird concept called ... connection?! ... and what is its meaning?!

Well ... more i think about it ... i become more and more confused.

I have moments when i believe i had found the real truth ... but also moments when i am just disappointed of my disability of penetrating deeper the secrets of life.

The only real thing that i know for sure ... is that the spiritual connection is the one that can help us ... get rid of all related with the illusory of life.

And going deeper .... seeing all sorts of connections ... i ask again ... what is a love story?!

What is its meaning?!

Why we feel so, so changed when we find that person which we call .... soulmate?!

What is happening with us ... while being into such a connection .... but also why the hell we realise into the end that all was illusory?!

I smile ... but ... again ... no matter what ideas would come into my mind ... i still feel that actually this is not really a path to follow.

And i'm writing that ... after personally testing all what i am saying ...

I continue my meditations and into my mind appears a much weird idea ... revealed by the people which are feeling good together ... but still after an experience of life ... after being involved into lots of relationships... knowing the fact that after a while .... even the most beautiful love story becomes boring .... and being realistic enough ... they start allowing themselves to practice the art of being a swinger.

And i will not bother to explain the concept... cause everyone knows it ... but it's probably a way of accepting... that we actually need to taste more than one energy.

They simple can't stay .... just in one connection... adoring to occasionally taste other souls too ...

The theory itself ... looks so, so weird.

... and immoral of course.

But ... on the other hand ... can be accepted consciously... or

... by force ...

Cause ... yes ... cheating is not immoral ... but a simple result of the fact the energy of the connection with the partner ... is not anymore all we wanted ... and actually needed for having the soul fulfilled with beautiful vibes.

So ... i could even say that the swingers are actually... wise persons.

Many would judge me ... for saying such a thing ... but ...

But i continue my analyses ... and i dare to ask myself ... how the hell lives a monk alone into the monastery?!

How can a human being live without a partner of life?!

Is that really possible for us to live without the connection of the opposite sex?!

I found that as ... weird too ... but somehow i've felt that life itself has many stages of evolution.

Some ... find themselves into a relationship ... which gives them all they ever dreamed about.

All the necessary energy comes from that story ... making them happy all the time.

Others ... being honest enough ... with a lot of experience of life ... admitting the truth that only one type of energy is never enough for their souls ... go on the path of allowing themselves to taste other souls too.

... at least from time to time.

And i see the monk ... but even if in my perceptions this was a too weird scenario ... i start to realise that the monk is actually chasing for the connection with the absolute.

He was most probably like all the other humans ... having desires, wishes, lots of values in common with the society... but abandoned all seeing its ephemerality.

The new purpose was only to chase for the infinite connection ... meanwhile ... into the real world ... practising the solitude...

But even if i write all those questions ... with an answer to each of them .... i know i did not find the real answer.

No ...

And it's even worst ... cause i feel that i am too far away ... of the absolute truth, the result being that into my real life ... i am actually in connection... in connections ... or disappointed of all ... i see myself practicing ... the solitude... disconnecting from everything and everyone ... having the hope that ... the real path to follow in life will be revealed to me.

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Lucy Tolbert
September 2, 2024
Connection Not Connections provides valuable insights into forming deeper, more meaningful relationships. Dumitru’s approach is both practical and impactful
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Debra Pliego
September 2, 2024
Connection Not Connections is a game-changer for anyone looking to enhance their relational dynamics. Dumitru’s approach is both innovative and effective
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Mary John
September 2, 2024
Connection Not Connections offers practical advice for developing deeper, more meaningful relationships. Dumitru’s writing is both clear and engaging
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About the author

I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.

20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.

Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.

It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.

I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.

I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.

I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.

This is not a poet ... and not a writer.

Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.

And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.

But maybe i am not an essayist... either.

I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.

Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.

And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.

Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.

I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.

I personally continue to ... write.

It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.

But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.

I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ... 

Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.

And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.

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