I, Jack Parker?

Martin Milton

Nov 2025 · Troubador Publishing Ltd

About this ebook

In the summer of 1995, South African Jack Parker arrives in New York City, ready for a year of adventure, and discovery. But as he settles into his new life, Jack’s world begins to unravel. Nightmares, panic attacks, and haunting déjà vu moments disturb him, hinting at a dark past he’s long buried.

In different ways, a chance encounter, and a growing relationship with Cal, his neighbour, force Jack to confront his inner turmoil, he embarks on a harrowing process to uncover the truth about his childhood. As memories of trauma and loss resurface, Jack must grapple with who he is—and who he fears he might become.

Set against the vibrant backdrop of 1990s New York, this poignant tale explores repressed memories, identity, and love in the face of immense fear and pain. Will Jack find the strength to reclaim his life, or will the shadows of his past consume him?

About the author

Martin Milton is British born but grew up in South Africa, then lived in New York before establishing career as a psychologist in London. He has written over a hundred academic/professional papers, four edited books and his own ‘The Personal is Political’. He lives between Wimbledon and the Surrey Hills with his husband, two cats and young spaniel.