Secrets, Lies, and Temptation: A Forbidden Age Gap Romance

Melanie A. Smith

Nov 2025 · L.A. Rock Scene Book 3 · Wicked Dreams Publishing

About this ebook

A woman torn between two worlds, a forbidden attraction, and a love worth breaking all the rules for...

Nils Larssen may have started as a Swedish exchange student, but he now manages three of Hollywood's hottest rock clubs. Which leaves little time for a personal life. Not that he’s looking for one, as he’s still nursing the wounds of unrequited love — for his boss, of all people. The last thing he expects is to be captivated by the grown-up version of his original host family's little girl. He knows he shouldn’t, given that he’s twelve years older, and he’s sure her conservative parents wouldn’t approve. Still, it’s nearly impossible for him to resist temptation. 

Alexsis Monaghan is living two lives: dutiful Mormon daughter on Sundays, adult film actress turned rock journalist and sex club regular every other day of the week. When she reconnects with her childhood crush, she discovers he's the only person who might accept both sides of her. But letting him in means risking everything — including the family who would disown her if they knew the truth.

As their passion ignites, Alexsis must decide between the life her parents demand and the love that sets her free. But when her carefully constructed double life starts to crumble, she pushes away the one person who sees her for who she really is. Can Nils break through her walls before she destroys their chance at happiness? And will Alexsis find the courage to choose love over lies before it's too late?

Ratings and reviews

Brought up strictly, Alexsis bursts into adulthood, indulging her deepest desires. When she runs into Nils her feelings for him return but Nils is hesitant. Once they’re honest, they build a deep connection where they can express and explore their needs together, without judgement. As Alexsis’ feelings deepen, she has to decide whether she can continue her double life or if living in freedom as her true self is worth what she might lose. I received a free copy of this book - voluntary review.

Alexsis and Nils are absolutely on fire together! Nils and Alexsis are old acquaintances (Nils is a Swedish foreign exchange student who stayed with Alexsis's family years ago) and they both happen to live in the LA area. What a coincidence. This is one steamy story!! The steam level is more reminiscent of the first book in the series, rather than the second. There are some kinky elements, so check out the content list in case that doesn't tickle your fancy. This is book 3 in the series.

This book is excellent. If takes the reader on a journey of self discovery, learning self love, and trust. Nils is absolutely amazing throughout the book. Love Alexsis standing up for herself. I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

About the author

Melanie A. Smith is an award-winning, international best-selling author of steamy romance with smart, self-sufficient heroines and strong, swoony book boyfriends with hearts of gold. A former engineer turned stay-at-home mom and author, when Melanie is not lost in the world of books you’ll find her spending time with her husband and son, crafting, or cross-stitching.