Sometimes Lovin' is Hurtful

Feather Books

When two very different lives intersect, all is illumined in blazing light.

This penetrating novel is an intimate look at the lives of two men, one straight, one gay, and NO, this is not a coming out story. The Marine veteran is straight and remains straight throughout. But this poignant and lyrical novel is a rhapsody to love, love of highest kind, the kind that can ask for sacrifice and grant sacrifice.

Set in the 1980’s, the gritty opening scene has Robert Newell—straight and with head-turning good looks—facing the reality of Carmen. In actuality he confronts the reality about himself—how, to escape his homelessness, he has pandered himself to her lusts. He speaks to her about wanting children and driving home after work to play with them in the backyard. She speaks of sex toys.

His beatified mother visits him in his sleep and in the morning he decides to make his move. In order to reclaim his dignity of being a man, he will again make his home in his rusting pickup truck. He hopes that one day he might obtain his dream. He acknowledges that it is a humble dream, the common dream of Everyman—the dream of wife and family.

In Atlanta a Marine he had served with in Vietnam pummels him in a beer joint and tosses him out onto the sidewalk. Blaine Shirer, a homely gay guy, has been prowling a nearby park for tricks. He stops to help Bob home.

Over weeks a sort of friendship develops—on again, off again. But eventually they manage to make a home together and celebrate the negligible milestones of one life, of the other’s and of the life they share together. But then come bullets and judgment by the righteous.

In this novel of heart and grit, Vann Turner bears witness to the dreams we seek, the love we crave and the courage we must summon to defend it.

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About the author

A shy person and something of a recluse, Vann Turner avoids crowds and tries to avoid drawing any attention to himself. He is not on Facebook or Twitter. When asked about this, he said, "What I have to say publicly, I say in my published writings."

On occasion friends visit him and his dogs in their mountain home. Every two weeks he goes to the market for dairy products, fruits, vegetables and Oreos. You’ll recognize him in Walmart (Newport, TN) by the black armband he wears on the left. If you do, go up and say hello. "I welcome people into my life. People are important."

If you would like to send him an email, he will answer you. He says that one-on-one works well for him. It’s the crowd or anonymous blather that gives him the "heebie-jeebies," not one-on-one contact. "And besides, email has proved to be a bridge to friendships for me. If you write, you’ll hear back. Promise."

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Feather Books
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Published on
Mar 22, 2018
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Fiction / General
Fiction / LGBT / General
Fiction / Literary
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