Trigger Warning: This book is not written for true-believing Mormons (TBMs). If you are a TBM and you do not yet have a robust support system outside of the Mormon church, do not read this book. If you continue to read it, you accept the responsibility of managing your immediate or eventual faith crisis in a way that will not result in harm to yourself or others.
In a family of ten children, I was technically the second born—arriving less than five minutes before my twin brother. As part of my birthright, I became the namesake of my great-great-grandfather, Lars Peter Christian Nielsen, who emigrated from Denmark in the mid-19th century to join the Mormon movement. Having been born of thoroughly Mormon parents, I identified with their high-demand belief system throughout my youth—most of which I passed in Modesto, California. From January 1998 to December 1999, I served as a missionary for the Brighamite sect of the Mormon church in Sonora, Mexico. Returning to the States, I graduated from Brigham Young University in 2002 with a bachelor’s degree in chemistry after which I moved to Boston for graduate studies, earning a Ph.D. in organic chemistry as well as an MBA. In 2009, I left Harvard University for Minnetonka, Minnesota, where I have worked for both non-profit and for-profit corporations in the healthcare sector.
While raising my three little girls, I felt a profound desire to make sure that I never taught them anything that was not strictly true. For better, and for worse, I allowed myself to study Mormon history from academic/“uncorrelated” sources, which inexorably led to the unweaving of my rainbow. I resigned from the Mormon church in 2010. Ever since, I have been intrigued—and even fascinated—by just how distortedly the contemporary Mormon church continues to whitewash its own history. Over a period of about fifteen years, I conducted my own research (and sometimes furtive investigations) through which I discovered the true sources of inspiration for what later became The Book of Mormon.