Denise Ranoisio

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Sawubona, igama lami nginguDenise. Ngineminyaka engamashumi amabili ubudala futhi ngifundela ukuqeda. Ngakhulela esifundeni saseLigurian, edolobhaneni elizungezwe izihlahla zomnqumo, namanje lisalubona ulwandle kodwa olunezintaba. Nakuba ngezinye izikhathi ngiba nomuzwa wokuthi kunesidingo esingenakuvinjelwa sokuhlala edolobheni, ingxenye yami ihlale ixhumene nempilo yasemaphandleni, nenhlalakahle ehamba ehlathini kuphela nokulalela imisindo kungangilethela. Ngiyaluthanda ulwandle, ngicabanga ukuthi ngeke ngikwazi ukuhlala isikhathi eside kude nalo, ngaphandle kokuphefumula umoya walo futhi ngizicwilise emsindweni wamagagasi alo. Ukuchitha isikhathi esincane enginaso samahhala ngihlanganisa uthando lwami lokuthatha izithombe nalokho engikuthandayo kuyindlela yami yokuphishekela injabulo, ukuzindla, ukukhula komuntu siqu.  Izithombe, kimina, kuyinto engachazeki; kuba sengathi ubugqilazwe kulowo muzwa owutholayo lapho uqinisekile ngokuthumba, kuze kube phakade, izikhathi, imizwa, imizwelo, okuyothi ngemva kwesikhashana kuyobe sekudlule kakade. Ukungafi ngempela kusho ukuqhubeka enkumbulweni, futhi mhlawumbe lesi yisizathu esenza ngithathe izithombe; ngoba phakathi kokuthatha nokwenza kabusha izithombe zami, kunesikhala lapho okwedlule, okwamanje nekusasa kuhlangana khona, egameni lengqondo ebekela isikhathi uqobo inselelo futhi engingakwazi ukuyichaza, kodwa engihlaba umxhwele ngaso sonke isikhathi.Ngineminyaka engamashumi amabili kuphela. , kodwa kulesi sikhathi esifushane sokuphila ngiye ngathola ithuba lokuhamba futhi ngibone ukuthi kungakanani okumangalisayo emhlabeni: kungakhathaliseki ukuthi indawo yemvelo noma yezakhiwo, akunakwenzeka nje ukuthi ungahlwithwa ukunotha okusizungezile, ubuhle obungenakunqotshwa bezintaba nolwandle, kuze kufike ebuhleni bezakhiwo ezinjengamaPiramidi aseGibhithe noma iColosseum yaseRoma. Ngizizwa ngimncane kakhulu, ngoba nginguye, sonke sikhona, uma ngilapho, phambi kwesinye salezi zimanga ngiphethe ikhamera yami esandleni sami; Ngiyazibuza ukuthi ngizokwazi yini ukumela lobuhle ngokwethembeka bese ngizivumela ukuba ngithathwe yimizwa, ku-loop ehlala ingiphusha ukuthi ngiqhubekele phambili, ngibone futhi ngifunde okwengeziwe. Ukujabulela ubukhazikhazi bendawo ngokusebenzisa kwayo ukumelwa kwezithombe ngokuqinisekile akuyona into efanayo kunokuzibonela mathupha, nokho sincoma ezinye izithombe isikhathi eside kangangokuthi sikhohlwa ukuthi simi phambi kodonga endaweni yobuciko, futhi lapha, ngokubona kwami, ikhono umculi uyabonakala. Kukhona, futhi bekhona, abathwebuli bezithombe abakhulu abaye baletha imizwa enamandla ekuphileni, ngoba baye baveza izingcezu zomhlaba ezifihliwe, ezimele ubuso babantu abahlala lapho, izinkulumo zabo, imikhuba yabo, imikhuba yabo, ukuqeda indawo. kanye nezithiyo zamasiko, ezivusa ukucabanga kanye nemizwelo. Ngithola ithuba lokumisa izikhathi ezingashadile zokuphila ngesikhathi, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi umhlaba wemvelo nokuthengiselana kwawo noma okuhlangenwe nakho okwabiwe phakathi kwabantu, ikakhulukazi labo abadlulisela imizwa ecishe ibe lula, eyingqayizivele futhi eyigugu. Amathuba okumisa imigqa yobuso babo ngesikhathi, okuthi ngaphandle kokusho nokusho izwi, batshele okuthile ngesimo sabo esikhona, njengobuntu njengoba kuvamile kuso sonke isintu. Lezi yizizathu ezenza ngithwebule, ngoba ukuthatha izithombe kuvusa kimi umuzwa wokubonga okungapheli kanye nemizwa exubile, engacacile; ngoba ukubuza kwami ​​okungenakuvinjelwa kubangela ukucabanga okujulile, ngezinye izikhathi ngisho nokungaqondakali; futhi ekugcineni, ngenxa yokuthi ngenxa yokutholakala kwemithombo yezindaba esivumela thina futhi njengabantu, kufanele sibheke ngokucophelela zonke izici zomhlaba, ezinhle noma ezimbi, futhi sidonse imicabango kuwo, okungukuthi, singahlali singenandaba, sihlanganyele ngenkuthalo futhi ukufaka isandla kulokho okuyinguquko yamasiko nepolitiki yesintu.