لا يزال لدي أمل

Fadwa Hamdan · Fadwa Carradin

2015년 1월 · العبيكان للنشر

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قصة شخصية وفضفضة ذاتية، سرعان ما اتشحت بالطابع الإنساني العام الذي نقل حياة امرأة عربية مسلمة توزعت حياتها، دون رغبة منها، لتعيش في الأردن مولدًا، وفي فلسطين أصلًا وفي المملكة العربية السعودية زواجًا، وفي بلاد العم سام عملًا ودراسة، في جميع أطوارها فرحًا وحزنًا شكًا ويقينًا، أملًا ويأسًا، تصميمًا وترددًا.... فصور الكتاب بين دفتيه ما عاشته بطلته من صعوبات وتحديات كان يمكن لها أن ترمي بها في زوايا اليأس ودهاليز الحزن، ولكن شيئًا من ذلك لم يحدث، فقد صبرت وصممت، ونالت ما صبت إليه، وما حلمت به، ولا يزال لديها أمل. تنقلت الكاتبة من خلال الكتاب عبر بيئات متعددة وثقافات متنوعة في سرد شائق وحوار ماتع لتخرج بنا من رحم المعانات بأن ما يتكبده الإنسان في حياته من صعوبات ومزلزلات قد تفضي به فيما يراه إلى حيرة، ولكن ربما تكون فوق حاء ( حيرة ) نقطة لا يراها بنظره القاصر ورؤيته الكليلة.

العبيكان 2015

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I Still Have Hope follows author Fadwa Carradin's journey from childhood in war-torn Jordan, through a painful arranged marriage and the loss of her children, to hope of renewal. When Fadwa was nineteen years old, her parents decided that she would marry a doctor they believed would provide well for her but who proved to be so controlling that he would not allow her to leave home or have any unsupervised contact with friends. Fadwa could not divorce her husband out of fear she would be shunned by her family, so she followed him to the United States and later, to Saudi Arabia, focusing on being a good mother. Seventeen years into their marriage, her husband took a second wife and left Fadwa without sufficient means to support their five children. The only way Fadwa could ensure her children would get an education and have any chance of success was to allow their father and stepmother to raise them in Saudi Arabia and Palestine, not knowing when she would see them again. She returned to the United States in search of new opportunities, even removing the hijab head covering she had worn from the age of ten, so she could serve in the U.S. Army. I Still Have Hope tell the story of Fadwa's loss but also of her persistent efforts to rebuild her life and have contact with her children again.