EXPLORING SOULS: … the art of understanding who we really are

Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Adrian G Dumitru

About this ebook

I think during my lifetime … i’ve been annoyed one million times.

I was annoyed of lots of people and the circumstances created by them … and many times … my reactions were really ugly.

I’ve blamed everyone.

On and on and on.

And even if i knew that it was all a reflection … when it came about my own life … i was blind and could not accept such a theory.

I was living 2 parallel lives … one where i was a theoretician that is analyzing and defining life …. and one living on the scene of my real life … where i was ignoring all i was doing in the first life.

It was a total nonsense to have 2 lives in the same time … instead of mixing them .. and trying to create a hybrid version for my existence.

There were moments when i was laughing of myself … of how silly i was … but …

Well … i was blind.

I count not connect the 2 realities.

I could not be … just one.

It was like i had … 2 souls inside of me … which was probably the most ridiculous idea i could come with.

But …. time was passing … and i was starting to understand… what was wrong.

I had indeed … 2 souls.

One was the self … the real one, the one connected with the Universe … and the other one was …. my ego … my fake self … which looked all the time … so damn real.

I continued my life … balancing.

On and on …. and on.

In fact i was not applying my spiritual knowledge to my own life … and i kept being annoyed.

No matter how good the curent reality was … i always found a reason … not to be satisfied … or even continue being unhappy.

It was like i was ignoring … even perfect case scenarios.

Well … in both of my parallel lives … i was analyzing a lot …. all around myself … but as a thinker i was looking at everything with detachment … and on the scene of reality … i was treating everything … as real.

There was no … detachment.

I had to mix my 2 personalities … and become just one.

It was ok that i was analyzing everything and everyone … but i had to stop judging and most important to ignore … or at least to pretend i don’t see the dark side of all was going on.

I had to stop being annoyed.

I had this freedom of exploring souls … but i had to learn to practice … the acceptance.

Being annoyed … was so, so stupid of me … cause i was annoyed of … my own reflection.

… of what i disliked on myself.

Exploring deeply the world and all the souls i was seeing on the scene of reality … was ok.

But … the wisest thing i could do … was to let my 2 parallel lives to interfere.

Apply the spiritual principles into the real life.

Forget about the illusion … of myself.

Ratings and reviews

The writing is so vivid that I could practically smell the scenes described in the book."

The author's ability to weave multiple storylines into a cohesive narrative is nothing short of genius.

"I was hooked from the opening sentence. The suspense and intrigue never let up."

About the author

I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.

20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.

Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.

It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.

I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.

I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.

I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.

This is not a poet … and not a writer.

Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.

And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject.

But maybe i am not an essayist… either.

I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.

Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.

And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.

Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.

I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls.

I personally continue to … write.

It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life.

But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.

I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but …

Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.

And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.