H is for Hawk

Helen Macdonald

Mar 2015 · Penguin Canada

About this ebook

Destined to be a classic of nature writing, the story of how one woman trained a goshawk. 

As a child Helen Macdonald was determined to become a falconer. She learned the arcane terminology and read all the classic books, including T. H. White’s tortured masterpiece, The Goshawk, which describes White’s struggle to train a hawk as a spiritual contest. 

When her father dies and she is knocked sideways by grief, she becomes obsessed with the idea of training her own goshawk. She buys Mabel for £800 on a Scottish quayside and takes her home to Cambridge. Then she fills the freezer with hawk food and unplugs the phone, ready to embark on the long, strange business of trying to train this wildest of animals. 

H is for Hawk is a record of a spiritual journey—an unflinchingly honest account of Macdonald’s struggle with grief during the difficult process of the hawk’s taming and her own untaming. At the same time, it’s a kaleidoscopic biography of the brilliant and troubled novelist T. H. White, best known for The Once and Future King. It’s a book about memory, nature and nation, and how it might be possible to try to reconcile death with life and love. 

As John Vaillant’s The Tiger depicted the dangerous collision of people and nature, H is for Hawk evokes our deepest longings for something wild. With stunning language that that resonates long after the book’s conclusion, H is for Hawk is destined to be a classic of nature writing.

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A woman trains a go shak and works through her dad's death

About the author

HELEN MACDONALD is a writer, poet, and naturalist. She is the author of the bestselling and award-winning H is for Hawk and Vesper Flights, and three books of poetry, including Shaler's Fish. She's written and presented award-winning documentaries for PBS and the BBC and is a frequent contributor to the New York Times Magazine.