Curiosity grows as you continue and the wait becomes almost painful, you would like to run with your eyes attached to your mind focused on the meanings but you are not allowed, the sentences must be savored slowly, it is necessary to taste each dish before understanding which flavors compose it, nothing can be skipped, not even a single conjunction letter, every moment must become unique and irresistible, magical and concrete because when you get to the end of the last chapter, at the word that ends the stories you will be angry, destroyed, dissatisfied , you'll scream that it doesn't have to end, that there's still a lot to tell, that you can't be abandoned right now.
Nelly or Micaela or Deborah again or who knows what her real name is has entered into it, slowly but inexorably, you know her better than she knows herself you are informed about her life, her hopes, her daily life, ways of thinking and act, you criticize her and you love her, you protect her and you don't foresee any condemnation for her even if maybe deep down she's really guilty.
Closing the work you will have only two possibilities, either the smile that accompanies the book on its journey through your hands to the library where you will store it for a few days because you already know that you will want to read it again or the tears that will blur your vision and the work will remain next to you aware that in a few minutes you will start reading from the beginning.
You are warned, luck or who knows what else passes through you in this moment and you won't let her go away empty handed, it doesn't often happen that you find that longed-for kiss that brings as unexpected solutions as you desire and you want to catch it with strength and decision, you want know what is hidden inside the work, who is that character that amazes you even before you know him, the adventures that make you anxious for new and almost unexpected discoveries, who is Nelly or Micaela or Deborah, how many are there and how are they!