Time passes but the desire to explain the world through music never goes away. And as the years go by it gets harder and harder to risk looking like a fool, of doing the very thing he would most like to do, of actually being himself. Eventually, thirty-five years later, when it feels like time is running out, he walks out onto a stage in front of 500 people and begins to sing again.
What follows is an extraordinary period of self-discovery as he plays pubs, clubs, theatres and festivals, overcoming anxiety to experience the joy of performance.
Paul Dodgson joined the BBC as a studio manager and went on to become a producer making programmes for all BBC Radio networks. In 2001, he left the BBC and has since written sixteen plays for Radio 4 and been a member of the Eastenders writing team. He has written for the theatre, taught creative writing around the world, and has been writer-in-residence at Exeter University and a Hawthornden Fellow.