Behind These Hands
About this ebook
Piano prodigy Claire Fairchild, 14, has always known music would be her life. So when she has the opportunity to enter a prestigious contest, she goes all in - until she realizes she's also competing against Juan, a close childhood friend and one of the most talented musicians she knows. It doesn't help that her thoughts about him are turning romantic.
"Juan on the flute,
me on the piano,
there can be
only
one
winner.
The thought of this
not being a good idea
gives me more butterflies
than the thought of
performing my own composition."
When Claire and her family receive a devastating blow from rare, always fatal Batten disease, her world enters a tailspin. Claire decides her musical goals no longer seem relevant.
"I can't do music anymore.
I don't want to do it anymore...
The bomb that just landed in
our living room threatens to blow up
in my face.
The silence is deafening,
the stunned looks are frozen."
She can't reconcile the joy that music would bring to her life while her brothers succumb to an early and ugly death. Her decision puts everything at risk: her friendship with Juan, her parents' expectations, and her own happiness.
"My hands aren't the same hands
as before.
Even my friends feel different."
After Claire accompanies a friend on a school newspaper assignment, she meets a centenarian with a surprising musical past and only one regret in life. Claire knows something in her life has to change before it's too late, but she's not sure she has the courage to take the next step.
Recommended for readers of Jason Reynolds, Kenzi Hart, Elizabeth Acevedo, Kwame Alexander, McCall Hoyle, and Julie Buxbaum.
"The stream-of-consciousness narrative allows readers to participate in Claire's internal struggles, deepening the psychological intensity of the story... This affecting portrait of a family in crisis will win hearts." (Anne O'Malley, Booklist)
"This is a compelling story in whose heroine other struggling teens might see themselves." (Foreword Reviews)
"Linda Vigen Phillips's lyrical language paints a vivid picture of a world colored by a crushing disease... You'll discover, along with Phillips's teenage heroine, how to face the prospect of losing someone you love and still face the day." (Laura King Edwards, author, speaker, and co-founder of Taylor's Tale, the world's leading charity focused on eradicating infantile Batten disease)
"A beautiful story! Lyrical and poignant.... You'll have a hard time putting down this novel in verse." (Skila Brown, Award winning author of Caminar)
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About the author
Linda Vigen Phillips finds passion in creating realistic fiction told in verse, to offer hope to teens and their families who face mental or physical health challenges. This one's not so easy... figuring out what or who you are deep down in your core, you know solid, peaceful, rounded like a river rock and how you are going to live it out, especially given your life circumstances at the moment. (from Behind These Handsi>) Linda's latest novel, Behind These Hands, tells the story of 14-year-old Claire Fairchild whose world enters a tailspin when she learns her brothers will succumb to an early and ugly death at the hands of Batten Disease. Her debut novel, Crazy, depicts the struggles of a teenage girl in the 1960's coming to terms with her mother's bipolar disorder. It earned numerous accolades, including Foreword Reviews lndieFab Book of the Year Finalist, the short-list for SCBWI Crystal Kite Award, and an Honor book for the Paterson Prize for Books. Linda's writing has been praised as "unforgettable," (Kirkus Reviews) "compelling " (Foreword Reviews) and "emotionally impactful " (School Library Journal); her brave storylines "resonate with teens " (Booklist) and "speak to many, many readers " (San Francisco Book Review). Fans of Jason Reynolds, Kenzie Hart, Elizabeth Acevedo, Kwame Alexander, McCall Hoyle, and Julie Buxbaum will find themselves drawn to Linda's stories and characters. Linda enjoys conducting writing workshops, spending time with her grandkids, and advocating for better mental health through her involvement with National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI). She lives in Charlotte, NC where she and her husband love to sit on the screened porch to watch the grass grow.
