As a young man I experienced many things that I found not only intriguing but relevant to young men like me. Afraid for where I am, afraid of where I am going, and not sure how I may get there with a growing family. I started to write this book out of experience I was having and didnt know what to do. So I decided to write all my good and bad times down so if I ran into a problem like that again I would know what to do by looking back over my life experience I was born in a country area where we work and took care of each other and shared each other hope and dreams I miss one grade in high school this book is for everyone who has or will have to face life and grow from the real time discussion you would have to face this book is one section of my life from nineteen seventy four until nineteen eighty-nine.