CONNECTING & DISCONNECTING: … seen as an art

Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Love Essays Book 13 · Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

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Analyzing in freudian style my own life … i’ve finally understood why i am … an idiot.

I was mad.

… and also sad.

I could say that i was actually an emotional cocktail of madness and sadness … but …. I just could not accept it … even if i knew it by few days already.

But like all the ones that studied psychology… into a very deep way … i knew to hide all so damn good.

On the real scene of life … i was always wearing a very nice emotional mask … and no one really knew what is going on into my soul.

But …

Well … randomly… there were situations when i was becoming so furious …. actually acting like a … devil.

It was a total nonsense … but i was keep doing that … letting those daemons from inside of me … to dominate … all i was doing.

And that happened … on and on and on.

Today i was ok … and one day later … all those strong emotions from inside of me … were taking the control over my soul.

I was actually connected to beautiful vibes … then again to negativity.

It was all an emotional balance.

I was connecting… then disconnecting …. then connecting again …

I’ve tried to understand myself … but more i was going deeper and deeper … i’ve felt that i could not accept that i dislike so much … something specific from my reality.

This connecting … disconnecting… story … was actually … a chain reaction.

Not being happy of some of the elements of my life … i was randomly losing control on myself … allowing to …. explode … as a nuclear bomb … destroying all around myself.

I was basically… a person that could be defined as … a good guy.

… but ….

Randomly… allowing those little devils from inside my soul … to dominate the energies beyond the scene of my life … i proved myself to actually be … on and on and on … an idiot.

Only the deep analyzes … done into a freudian style … made me see the fact … that not practicing the honesty … in front of myself … carrying all the time emotional masks that were actually hiding my real emotions … i was always ending up balancing between beautiful and ugly energies.

I had to accept my emotions.

… even to accept that i act like a …. great idiot … but …

I preferred to … hide the truth.

To hide my emotions …

So … i simple continued life … connecting… and disconnecting… to beautiful … but also … ugly energies.

Ratings and reviews

This book is a refreshing take on our digital existence, blending philosophy with practical observations. Dumitru's writing is clear and engaging, making complex ideas accessible to all readers

CONNECTING... DISCONNECTING' is a treasure trove of philosophical insights on human connections. Dumitru's clear and concise writing makes this book a joy to read and a valuable addition to any personal library

This book offers a compelling critique of our hyperconnected world while also celebrating the potential for genuine human connection. Highly recommended for anyone grappling with the digital age.

About the author

I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.

20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.

Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.

It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.

I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.

I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.

I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.

This is not a poet … and not a writer.

Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.

And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject.

But maybe i am not an essayist… either.

I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.

Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.

And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.

Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.

I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls.

I personally continue to … write.

It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life.

But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.

I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but …

Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.

And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.